i think it would just cause more problems

yeah thats why i dont

people are like "dont feel bad" and its like ok why not tho

if i ever told anyone about whats going on they would see me differently

cause i see hundreds of posts online of people talking about the same things but i never see any genuine solutions in replies

but yeah i never resolve issues in my life i just escape mentally

or clifford forum

or facebook metaverse

live in vrchat

yeah

but yeah, i always watched movies and stuff and thought "wow living a normal life is boring i wanna have superpowers"

im really not that good at talking about stuff like this cause i have problems and stuff but i just live with them cause idk what to do about them

oh

well i am so uhhh um

how do you do the same things everyday and not be emotionally devastated

idk win the lottery

how do other people do it

ill just go and see what happens

thats something that i think about a lot but i dont know really

like wheres the fun, its just work and home

living a normal life feels agonizing to me

yeah i thought about that

but i realized how soulless that is, imagine staring at a screen several hours a day just so facebook can throw ads and collect data from people

i kinda promised myself to work with computers when i grow up

http://dvd3000.ca/images/computers/mainlg.jpg